I haven't really been writing in here as much as I had been intending and I'm really kind of bumming myself out by doing that. But I guess it's not too bad. I got done my first week of classes for this semester...14 to go. Me and Skyler have a bet going to see who can get the higher GPA, and 50 bucks to the winner. I hope I win, I could use money, I mean, who couldn't?

It's 7:14 in the morning, I haven't slept a wink, and I'm not really that tired. I know if I lay down and go to sleep, I won't wake up for hours, and I can't risk that because I have a paper to write...I have no idea how I'm going to write it because it is nearly impossible. I have to pick on moment in my life that completely changed my perspective and views on life in general. But we can't write about graduating high school, going away to college, or the attacks on September 11th. He said he's had enough of those papers to last him a lifetime. So I'm thinking, what the hell else has happened to me in my life that has changed my perspective on everything? I was going to go with something with the old band (State Of Mind) but that didn't change me views of the world. His example in class was a student that had been diagnosed with a blood disease. Before, the kid thought he was invincible, then he found that out, then he decided that if he could just help out one person before he dies, then he left some good in the world. Now, hearing that...how the fuck am I expected to top something like that. There's supposedly an example in our book, but I am still yet to see it. The draft is due Wednesday so I am going to try and complete it today so I don't have to worry about it tomorrow.

This is gonna be bad.