yea, so it has been forever since i wrote on here but i don't care, i'm the only one that reads it. so lately, there has been a lot of shit going on in my head and i'm not really sure what to think of it. first off, here at school, i want to change my major. i'm scared to tell my parents because i don't want to disappoint them although i know they will just tell me to do whatever makes me happy and i feel like another major will do jus that. second off, my guitar is here. i've been playing the hell out of it learning songs and writing a lot of my own songs but i do not have any way to record these songs into my computer so i forget how they go. i really wish i was still in high school and didn't have all these stresses of adulthood. it was just, school, band, and occasional work at acme. that was when acme was fuckin cool and still in berlin. that store was most definitely the shit and i miss the hell out of it, and the people that i used to work there with. band back then was so fuckin rad too. we all had a good time and jammed and it was cool. yeah, we had like 2 songs to play, but we played them hardcore over and over so we knew that we could never mess them up anymore.

but i'm going to stop bitching about the past because it's not coming back and i can only prepare for what's going to happen in the near future, and extended future. i realized today that i need to set more goals for myself to achieve and i will succeed in life. but oh well, i'll work harder.